Hope

My mom always tells me, never lose hope. Hope is a good thing. Sometimes I don’t believe what she says, sometimes I let the doubt flow through my veins, reaching my mind and heart and I get this adreline rush..

The feeling that nothing is going to happen now. But there is still a small ray of hope that encounters that adreline and helps me stay hopeful.

I hope that someday you will come back, maybe not,

But I cannot lose the hope I have

I hope you will forgive me

I hope you will love me like you did

I hope we will have a future together

I am not ready to lose this hope

Because you are the only one that I have ever wanted in my life

If I lose that too, I have nothing left